think out of the box

Hi! I am Megan.
I am that crazy to take up Chemical Engineering in UP Diliman.
Now, I realize I'm in some deep shit.
I love to write[rants, crazy stuffs, personal diaries] as much as I love to read[Maeve Binchy, Dean Koontz, Paulo Coehlo].
I am a dancer. I love Mia Michaels and her bizzaare choreos as well as Sonya Tayeh's.
I am a champion in my own right too. I always speak my mind.


Ask me anything  
Reblogged from makemestfu

make it or break it

Make or Break. This is the situation for tomorrow! So i have to blog it out or else i’ll explode.

Here’s the sitch. Ive been wanting to apply for OJT for the summer. Unfortunately, there were events and stuff that hindered me to do so. e.g clash of ChE140 and the IMI-Ayala interview. Naturally, I have to choose my acads.

And so it pass that until now I don’t have OJT for summer.

Luckily, there’s a company who called me for interview tomorrow. 

So you ask, e ano ngayon interview lang yan? NO, di lang ito interview!

It’d be my first interview and it’s for a company so big you’d puke rainbows lol. I am truly scared. HAHAHA.

HAAAAAY! If I dont do well on this, sa kangkungan ako for summer. :))

SO I HAVE TO MAKE IT. I have to get in. :)

Pray for me Tumblr love. :))

*Ang arte lang ng post. pero kinakabahan kasi talaga ako. :))))

Suppression

This is the word that captures what I am really feeling for the past 3 days. I wanna go cry, pull my hair out, punch someone[no not really]. But no, here I am, keeping it all to myself. 

Ganun pala yun no. now i know the feeling, when it happens, you actually blame yourself for saying this or doing that eventhough you know you are not to be blamed. Kaya mong magpakabobo, kahit ChE ka pa sa UPD.

Lagi kong sinasabing antanga tanga ko. Bakit kasi. Bakit pa kasi hinayaan ko. Pero di ko matanggap na di lang naman ako yung may kulang at lalo pa na di ko naman entirely kasalanan. :|

Sabi ko na nga ba e. People ask me why am i so emotionally guarded. And this is why, kasi when I open up to people like this, they always and always break my heart. :|

resolutions or

idk if i do well with resolutions pero for the sake of new year and new beginnings, I might as well make one.

Or better yet I’ll make a bucket list for 2012 na lang. 12 things I have to do/achieve/gain for the year ‘12.

1. Umm [shit, haha di ko lam susulat ko. wag na lang]

Parang kontento naman na ko sa buhay ko. :)) Di nga perfect pero it’s perfect FOR ME. 

Tinatamad na talaga ako. Gusto ko lang ulit malaman tong tumblr. :))

hate

i hate you. you’re supposed to teach. wala ka dapat pakelam sa personal na bagay ng isang estudyante. you violated my personal space. i wont be sitting again in the front. :|